I was completely hesitant to succumb all these so called trends or fads. Things like twitter, Twilight, plaid and the new found Xanga, that you call Blogspot. I guess I was just tired of rambling on in facebook messages and posts. Now, there's a new outlet for me to speak through. Not like many people will read anyways, but it's always worth a shot.
It seems like that everyone who has a blog has such important views and opinions about worldy causes. Not saying that I don't have views and opinions on the same topics, but I guess I don't feel the need to voice it and be so pro-active with the world as others. But lately I've been, I guess you can call it maturing. I was going to say evolving, but that would just make me sound like a cave woman. And there's no need to start with the name calling. Hah. Anyways, back to this so called "maturing" that I've been doing- The sudden swarm of collegiate duties along with emotional rushes has forced me to react in ways different to my usual manner. I have no idea whether I'm being conceited with me thinking that I'm having more cultural thoughts and views or if I'm actually am doing what I think. There's obviously no right judge for that, but I'd like to think there is.
Often, I put on this facade. Many people think that I'm well-rounded in many topics, but little do they know that I speak out of my ass sometimes. Pardon my English, but I do. I'm just wondering if one of these days someone will call me out on it. There are times when subjects arise and I know just enough about it create a whole argument opposing the other person. Either to oppose them or just to show that I actually do have an opinion. Most people do this as well, I'm sure. But I feel that it's time I address the fact that I do so. I guess it's not much to be ashamed about since most other do it- but come on.. let me have something to rant on about.
I think that was all my rant consisted of. But actually, that was not a rant at all. Well it was if you want to be all technical about it- but no.. that was more of a confession. To me, I think that this is the purpose of my blog ( I bet you guys discovered that a while ago, huh?). Well here's to the many confessions that will be "forced" out of me. Cheers.
Carlyn
It seems like that everyone who has a blog has such important views and opinions about worldy causes. Not saying that I don't have views and opinions on the same topics, but I guess I don't feel the need to voice it and be so pro-active with the world as others. But lately I've been, I guess you can call it maturing. I was going to say evolving, but that would just make me sound like a cave woman. And there's no need to start with the name calling. Hah. Anyways, back to this so called "maturing" that I've been doing- The sudden swarm of collegiate duties along with emotional rushes has forced me to react in ways different to my usual manner. I have no idea whether I'm being conceited with me thinking that I'm having more cultural thoughts and views or if I'm actually am doing what I think. There's obviously no right judge for that, but I'd like to think there is.
Often, I put on this facade. Many people think that I'm well-rounded in many topics, but little do they know that I speak out of my ass sometimes. Pardon my English, but I do. I'm just wondering if one of these days someone will call me out on it. There are times when subjects arise and I know just enough about it create a whole argument opposing the other person. Either to oppose them or just to show that I actually do have an opinion. Most people do this as well, I'm sure. But I feel that it's time I address the fact that I do so. I guess it's not much to be ashamed about since most other do it- but come on.. let me have something to rant on about.
I think that was all my rant consisted of. But actually, that was not a rant at all. Well it was if you want to be all technical about it- but no.. that was more of a confession. To me, I think that this is the purpose of my blog ( I bet you guys discovered that a while ago, huh?). Well here's to the many confessions that will be "forced" out of me. Cheers.
Carlyn
